Here I sit at the end of another year. I can't help thinking back to when I was younger. I used to think the years passed so slowly. I thought I would never get older. At one point I think I had actually convinced myself that I would be in my 20's forever! I lived a very care-free life, giving little thought to consequences or tomorrow: NOTHING bad was going to happen to me; after all, I was invincible...or so I thought! I was living free..but stupid.
Funny how age seems to just creep up on you. The years start passing faster. Thoughts of "forever" and "invincibility" no longer hold that prominent space in once did. No, those days are now long gone!
2008 was a good example of a year that seemed to fly by for me. In all, the past year, though fast, was a good year for me. I like to look back and see what it is I learned, How did I change or grow? I think I learned more about who I really am. It was almost as if a light suddenly lit up in my head. Like a slap in the face, It became clear.It sank into my heart. REALITY...I really am over 40! I have lived a wonderful life and have so many things to be grateful for. I have had the fortune of a very good partner , family and friends, who are always the first to offer unconditional support...even if they disagree with your point of view. Pets? I could not ask for a more gentle, loving dog that is so full of affection...and personality! I have also had the good fortune of making new friends this year. Many of those people are individuals I may well, never meet in person. Just good people who enjoy sharing a little of their lives and knowledge on social networks. Twitter, Facebook...MySpace etc. It really has been amazing online journey for me. Through new online pals I have gained knowledge by the information they share on various topics of interest. Just another of the many things I am grateful for. I guess what I am most grateful for is knowing that , YES..I really am 41. YES, the years really do seem to be going faster. I am not invincible. I am perfectly fine with that now.I can still live care-free..with caution. "Spirit of a boy, wisdom of a man" means so much more now.Life is good. Thank you 2008



